pictures or whatever.

Adieu Part II

I guess the assholes won.. I'm off of the internet now.

My writing and photography will live on though, because I'm going to get about 100 composition notebooks and about 1,000 bic pens, and then about 5,000 rolls of film and just absorb the world in all of its gravity.

before I go, I just want to give some shoutouts.

Much love to deborah-senpai, the only online person I give a damn about, and lj, many good times had.

Word to Akuma, GPC, DHT and everyone else.. keep the fires burning.

Jess, Continue existing... good's bound to come your way... --Jason... same goes for you! :)

Christian, heh, we probably wont talk that much anymore :/ so much for an airsoft team.

Codrioni, gg. Keep up the good art man.. you'll see me on sooner or later and we can compare notes.

Stephanie, its been good.. good luck with your magazine.

I'd like to give one resounding "rawr" in the direction of erin, ari, tosh and sarah.. online existance was fun :D

Everyone else.. I forgot you, sorry, oh well.

I had to give props to some of the people I remember for closure.

I'll miss pretty much everyone... talking on aim... screwing around on hl mods... blogging out my life.. all of that.

But I just need some time, you know?

If you want to contact me you're most likely to reach me via my email @ tastysnax@yahoo.com or by just phone-calling me.. if you dont have the number email me for it.. I dont really want to post it publicly.

gg internet.
`exit;name "sean";unbindall

<3

Current Music : Cowboy Bebop - Adieu

Adieu
After two long years, myland is on hiatus.

This goes out to everyone I wont see again.
Adieu
Been a fool, been a clown
Lost my way from up and down
And I know, yes I know
And I see it in your eyes
That you really weren't suprised at me at all
Not at all
And I know by your smile it's you.

Don't care for me, don't cry
Let's say goodbye, Adieu.
It's time to say goodbye, I know that in time
It will just fade away, it's time to say goodbye.

I stand alone, and watch you fade away like clouds
High up and in the sky
I'm strong and so cold
As I stand alone
Goodbye, So long, Adieu.

Oh how I love you so, lost in those memories
And now you've gone
I feel the pain, feeling like a fool, Adieu

My love for you burns deep
Inside me, so strong
Embers of times we had
And now here I stand lost in a memory
I see your face and smile.

Oh how I love you so, lost in those memories
And now you've gone
I feel the pain, feeling like a fool, Adieu

My love for you burns deep
Inside me, so strong
Embers of times we had
And now here I stand lost in a memory
I see your face and smile.


"No fear, no distractions, the abillity to let that which does not matter truely slide."

...see you space cowboy

Current Music : Cowboy Bebop - Adieu

More-over
but honestly..
anyways..
regardless..


Littleman gallery


Yes its morbid. Yes its good.. He has alot of other really hot stuff too..



Play on words gallery

Existance and finding a reason why to continue existance has been something thats REALLY been on my mind. Probably inspiring me posting the hanging guy? yes.

I just want to challenge anyone who's reading to click comment, RIGHT NOW, and tell me what your reason as a person is to exist, and why you think humanity as a whole exists.

i.e. pursuits, purposes, reasons. Why do you wake up in the morning? Whats wrong about genocide? Is there absolute right and wrong? or is it all just a dream that has no consequences?

I dare you.

Everyone and anyone reading this should reply, I dont care who you are.. I dont care if this is your first visit.. I just want to see why you live and breathe.

If you dont, you're without purpose for existance. If you dont state it or dont have one, then you're just meat with legs, walking around, waiting to die-- Prove you're worth more than that.

Current Music : Kenna - Freetime

Exceeded bandwith limit

Sorry about that, thats what happens when you post way too many pictures... your site layout dies and all of your little incorporations of sneaky free webhosting go to pot.

apologies for any inconvieniance or ugliness. the large JPG's were transferred from www.geocities.com/tastysnax to www.brinkster.com/holycricket

annd another one because I wanna.



Current Music : Cowboy bebop - Space lion
Cowboy bebop! the offical soundtrack of depression!

More pictures...
to pass the time.







Current Music : The Seatbelts - Is it real?

I won't crack

I swear to God.

I'm better than that, quickly and cleanly is the best way.

You know that cliche bullshit phrase "true love is letting go for the sake of the one who is loved" or something like that, probably poorer iteration, and probably from one of those really deep analytical spiderman movies that we all know are choc full of so much emotional value and depth.

regardless.

the phrase in fact is partially true.. I hope.

otherwise I'm banking more of my faith in blind hope.. oh well.. that seems to be the trend... you know; religion, belief theres a master creator, faith in man-kind. the latter being useless, the former-- who knows?

I want to paint the lyrics to Barnacles by Ugly casanova and Floating in space by Spiritualized all over everything. Needless to say, that means you should DOWNLOAD THEM IMMEDIATELY

No message left subliminal, thats the myland way.

This picture was taken at the newport jetty on monday, feel free to redistribute it however you please. taken with a fujifilm S7000 digital SLR.

click here... yes here

There were plenty of better ones, but I really like that one right now, I dont know why. Maybe its just got alot going on, and so do I?

I'll try to post more pictures whenever.

Current Music : Spiritualized - Floating in space

Fire

You know... I've always associated myself with fire, it matches my personallity and I've always enjoyed its company-- its warm, its hot even, it cooks food and creates heat for all kinds of purposes, it can be put out but it takes a good deal of effort once it gets going...

I've always enjoyed the association with passionate, unstoppable, warm and intense..

but just now, after that last post... I remembered one of the chief weaknesses of fire: it is wholly dependant on its fuel to survive.

The weaknesses of fire is that it burns everything around it, it can be pleasantly warm or scathing just at the sight.. it consumes its fuel and then dies. no other element or natural occurance is so destructive and harmful.

In comparison, I *have* offended alot of people... I have used, decieved, burned and consumed people... ending a few relationships altogether..

I came,
I burned,
I died.

I hope that isnt my life story isnt anything like the way my life has gone sofar..

Otherwise I'm just a flame. May burn bright but at what cost to myself? and those few loved ones burned along with me?

Interesting thought.

Current Music : Ugly Casanova - Smoke like ribbons

Despair?

I look out on this beach and think to myself:
If I were on vacation here I would be happy,
If I were one of those happy tourists snapping pictures for new memories and not old ones. Then maybe I would feel better, good even, about the cold sea-spray on my face or the scantly clad native beach-goers who I am so quick to dismiss.

I'll pass.

I think that the spray is just a cold reminder of how empty the world is for those with their eyes closed.

My eyes are open and I dont like what I see.

In my opinion, you can burn your morals for warmth or cling to them like the token charms they are and hope for the warm ever after as compensation for your undying faith.

Either way. You take your payment.. it just depends if you're one of those money-up-front, faithless types.

I hope to God that I'm not.

Current Music : the Postal Service - This place is a prison

As my reader

I ask that you visit GoodDebate @ xanga...

its a new debate site that came from some readers of MasterDebated..

Good issues :D

go!

Current Music : Kenna - War in me

I like big butts
And I cannot lie.

You other brother's cannot deny,
that when a girl walks in and she has a very small waist,
and a round thing in your face
you get "sprung"... as it where.


Hahaha.. nevermind.

Good,But-Not-Anymore.

Good Wedding yesterday.. open bar.. getting poopoo faced and taking pictures of everything.

But not anymore because The wedding's over and I'm still feeling like caca cause I couldnt sleep until 4am and today my dad wants to go fishing... also half of the pictures are bad in that either it didnt come out, or it some drunken person I dont know... or my mom drunken... in any case, the pictures = :(

Good Ranting about dreams on the way home, because I was in a talky mood..

But not anymore because 3 out of 4 of my family members dont take me seriously enough about that kind of shit so I've gotten plenty of ridicule, and the other 1 of 4 insists most of what I said last night was "convoluted"...

Good Descanco gardens, where the wedding was at.

But not anymore because I'm not going to be there again for a long time... and most of the pictures I took there were of other people...

Good writing and listening music

But not anymore because I gotta go.

...
Baby, when it comes to females, cosmo' ain't got nothing to do with my selection, 36-24-36?
haha, only if she's 5'3.

Current music : Sirmixalot - I like big butts

Quickly,
Before I pass out.

I bring you this item of horror:


ENGLISH IS BEING BASTARDIZED!

[truncated]

gg

p.s. I scanned in that reese's box when I saw it in my kitchen.

p.s.s. ph33r. >:0

Current Music = JV - FF6 - Terra Trip-Machine [NOT DJ BASSIC - Tranquility bass]