pictures or whatever.

Yarr

I check people's pages too much. I'm excited to see new posts, and I hope that other people feel this way about my blog.

My life is great. I have everything I could want (minimalistically,hypathetically) but I'm not very satisfied. I have the inner drive to do better, but at present there's no real way I can do that.. all I can do is count my blessings.

I havent written much lately because my life mostly revolves around being with carolyn and spending time getting to carolyn... and I'm more reserved with those types of things. I'll sum things up by saying this: she walked out of a dream.

Aside from the more obvious (new) things, I still really want to make a career for myself in photography but right now I'm mostly limited by my (lack of) equipment. again, I'm not all that bad off.

I took the CHSPE on the 25th of june, and I wont see results until around august 5th. I dont think I graduated. I am predisappointed. this means I have to wait until I turn 18 to get a job. I'm sure I've told you already though.

Shandean gave me a gameboy which belonged to her younger sister who eventually lost interest in it. Its got some scratches but plays fine, I might get a new shell for it.

I've been working my hands to the bone in our yard to little avail, so if you see me and I look tired its because I am.

I cant think of anything else to write.

!Sean

Current Music : Yo La Tengo - Green Arrow

what am I doing?

I have a gameboy now
and videogames
and a schedule to meet
...and a love

!Sean

Current Music : frank sinatra - sweet caroline

Lord help me

I want to do something useful with my life
but I dont know where to begin

!Sean

Current Music : AIR - La Femme D'argent

air

I like the band AIR
I like carolyn like air(oxygen)

we always spend like 14 hours together, its ridiculously awesome.
I'm dizzy and tired and I cant quite remember all of the moments of today, but I feel warm.

tomorrow I'm going see her again, that makes me happy.

I forgot what I was going to write.

!Sean

Current Music : AIR - La Femme D'argent

farts

sean (11:40:19 PM): hey farts
mai (11:40:32 PM): thats not my name
sean (11:40:36 PM): hi mai
mai (11:40:40 PM): hi sean
sean (11:40:46 PM): how was farts?
sean (11:40:56 PM): knotts
mai (11:40:57 PM): if you mean knotts, it was fun
sean (11:42:17 PM): thats good
mai (11:43:14 PM): any 4th of july plans?
sean (11:43:46 PM): blowing stuff up at my grandma's house
mai (11:44:00 PM): cool
sean (11:46:03 PM): do you have any farts for tomorrow?
mai (11:46:22 PM): why are you replacing words with farts
sean (11:46:36 PM): because its a word
mai (11:46:44 PM): but it doenst make any sense
sean (11:46:52 PM): farts make sense.
mai (11:47:03 PM): not in that context it doenst
sean (11:47:20 PM): farts dont need to be in any sort of context
sean (11:47:28 PM): why are you making such a fart deal out of this?
mai (11:47:56 PM): i just dont see why you can't just talk normally
sean (11:48:04 PM): normally is farts
sean (11:50:21 PM): why are you being farty?
mai (11:50:34 PM): im gonna stop talking
sean (11:50:43 PM): have a goodfart
sean (11:50:52 PM): and a good fourth of farts
sean (11:51:57 PM): 011001100110000101110010011101000111001100100001
sean (11:52:06 PM): thats how you say "farts!" in binary.

!Sean

Current Music : Iron and wine - Love and some verses