pictures or whatever.

Desperate Times

Let me tell you something.
All the kids I know say theres no one
who will deal with the problems that are closing in around them
they turn on the radio, it's some regurgitated pop
or some thirty year old love song that was written for their parents
don't come singing bout her hair by the window
or her eyes in the moonlight or her kisses in the morning
I don't need another song about the ocean of your love for a sweater
that you gave to your boyfriend

These
these are desperate times
pay attention look up and read the signs
Believe
these are desperate times.

All the big boys say that all the best music
was written 20 years ago in their generation
well, we've had another 20 years of devistation on the planet
made real by a nation being lulled into submission

Shut Up
I don't care about the dress that she wore
when she walked through the forest on a cool summer evening
I've had it up to here with all these feel good ditties
about how life would be much better if we ignored all the problems

These
these are desperate times
pay attention look up and read the signs
Believe
these are desperate times.

All around the world the guns are being cocked
and they're pointed at the others caught staring at our table
well sing up Americans cause the time may be running out
before the picture gets flipped and we're all looking down the barrel

These
these are desperate times
pay attention look up and read the signs
Believe
these are desperate times

Current Music : Jim's Big Ego - Desperate Times

On a side-note, to anyone who may be reading this page.. I'm not anti-war, or anti-american.. so dont pull that "I'm more of a nationalist than you are" bullshit on me.. I hear enough of that attitude from my parents toward some wanna-be hippies...

I love my country, I believe in my president, and if you want to get into an arguement about the war, then go somewhere else.

Listen to Jim's Big Ego

Solo Acoustic..You're someone that doesn't need to
be with somebody else. you can hold your own, and still be entertaining. Maybe you'll be as good as Chris Carraba one day!


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I'm just bustin' at the seams... with stuff to post.
But somehow.. I cant remember any of it.

How about girls? I hate them. Most girls launch into tangents about how guys are always the bad-guy/aggressor of some bad relationship situation.. but I insist that girls are just to blame.

It seems to me that mostly all girls consider guys to be harsh and insensitive.. this is partially true.

But think about groups of guys you're looking at: Jocks, skaters, punkers and the like. Most of which have the IQ of a box of bisquick. So this week, ladies. Consider dating a nerd.

Seriously.. they may not have the style of a punker, the muscles of a jock, or the athletism of a skater... but I'm pretty sure that one nerd has the care and understanding of 10 guys from any other group..

And here you(ladies) where thinking that ALL guys are bad, well.. see? nerds are rather hospitable.


that was a fun little rant.. Lets do that again!

Humm...

You know what pisses me off? The "here we are now, entertain us" american attitude that I often get whenever I try to make intelligent conversation with anyone of my age.

Example : Last 10 times I've been in starbucks with anyone of my same age, I've ended up producing 90% of all intelligent thought in that conversation.

I'm not saying that its a bad thing to be.. a little dim for your age, but it annoys me that everyone expects to be in pleasurable company all of the time... I am not a TV. or to quote the movie "Our man flint"... "I am not a pleasure unit" ....

Die, go to hell, and come back in the morning.. then talk to me.

(I was going to do some really crazy stuff with the 'current music' textcolor.. but I'm too lazy)
Current music: Styx - Mr. Roboto

What gives you the right?!?!

Oi. I hear my parents laughing about how me and my sister arent awake, and then I hear my sister get up before me, at 12 o'clock..

She then spouts off about how sean doesnt have a schedule, and how she does... and why should sean be sleeping in? type of crap... it really made me mad.

ddoooodoooo dooooo...

Coffee is the medicine.


In other recent news.. the giant invisable ant has been spoted outside of more windows, this time in redondo beach.


Current music: The Seatbelts - Black Coffee

noobie, with your noob cannon.... you big noob.

Stompn' grounds.

Today I took a ride with my dad down to LBC(...long beach...), to go check out some boat place. it was a bust, but we still drove back up PCH, and he reminisced about how he used to work at the docks.

what else..

Oh! we stopped by this old army surplus place, and I looked at some swiss sniper uniforms... (damn I wish I had 40$ in my pocket then.) and then I asked to see this knife behind the counter(JOSH: It was a 6' Spearpoint S.O.G.) I played with it for a little bit, and scared the cashier... then it was time to go.


On the way home I saw a US flag getting run over car-after-car, and I thought about how pathetic people are, that they treat the word 'patriotic' like a trend...

Try nationalism some-time... beotch.

Current Music: Sublime - DJ's

Whats up? XoB Metal... Thats whats up!

oi.. I'm off. not alot to post.

Current Music: DanceDance Revolution - BoomBoom Dollar

"after seeing her(hilary swank) in 'boys dont cry', she really looks like a guy to me"

Sorry kids, I never even saw that move... that girl is just very manly.. not that its a bad thing, I'm sure there are plenty of guys who are into that whole 'female domination'/'sex with a man' type of fetish.. and every last one of them is pulling for hilary swank.

In plenty of other news, it is 1:54 AM, and I'm posting from my sister's computer.. (For which I can attribute all of my typo's..)

That demo-track from XoB is still on the way...

Anddd I found out something very special today... Rap makes me have to shit.

No joke, I hear it, and its like audio-exlax..

I guess that's more than you wanted to know.

Slap a [blank] on it and call it good.

Current music: Dialated Peoples - Target Practice

Downloading.... 65%

Oi... JessB begged me to download and make a CD of Blackalicious, Roots and Dialated Peoples... I finally gave in, since I have cable. But I wont settle for a few songs of each, so right now I have like 500+ unfiled MP3's from various artists, including Roots, Blackalicious, and Dialated peoples....

You'd better enjoy this CD jess!

Oh, and I'd like to put in a plug for XoB, Rochelle gave me thier demo.. and it kicks ass.

(NOTE: I may make "let go" avaiable to download, but I need to get XoB's permission first.)

Current music: DanceDance Revolution - Butterfly

~~PS: I may've been kinda weird during the last few posts.. IE using odd grammar that didnt make sense.... well, I've had a stiff neck, and I've lost alot of sleep. so I'm kinda loopy~~

Just your every day monologue

Curtain raises

Average joe standing on stage

Sean, enter stage right

Sean: Hi. (hands cashier CD player.)

Cashier: Hello. (Takes CD player, and proceeds to check-out cd player.)

-- A few minutes go by. Sean's staring at the trainee cashier, as he tries to check-out the aforementioned item--

Cashier:(Fumbles with checkout machine... then finally hands sean a bag with the CD player in it) thank you! please come again.

Sean: Uhh... where's the recipt? (by now sean is frustrated with such a simple purchase, gone horribly wrong.)

Cashier #2: Uhh. let me in there [Insert mediocre name here]... (Cashier #2, then fumbles with the checkout...)

--- about ten minutes go by... --

Cashier #2: (prints out bogus recipt...) Here you go sir..

Sean: (Looks at recipt..) Hmm. I wasnt born yesterday... this recipt is bogus. [with a capitole B]

Cashier #1: Whaat? (Looks at Cashier #2)

Cashier #2: (Looks very embarassed)

Sean: Alright, forget it you monkies! (Walks away with CD player and his change...)

Cashier #1: Have a nice day![Frustrated tone..]

Sean, Exit stage left.



There are two morals of this story:

One: NEVER get in a land war in Asia

And Two: NEVER get into a battle of wits with a Scicilian when DEATH is on the line.

Yeah. thats it.

Current music: Robert Miles - Paths

Read the last post over, I added some notes.

ALL ABOARRDD. . . ( the crazy train )


Wheee!... life and the illegal occurances in the world of a teen-ager of the 21st century...


Today I bought a webcam... yeehaw... thats about the most exciting thing you'll read in this post, so if you're faint of heart just stop reading now.

If you have "Yahoo! messenger" and want to see me whore myself on people, you can contact me at "TastySnax"@yahoo.com .... And no, I've had that screenname since I was like 10, It isnt new for my webcam.

Whats in the news for today. My lovely oldest sister, gave me a Robert Miles LP(Organik) that she picked up in Cleveland(?)[Cinncinati], and its really great, its like oldskool jungle/atmosphere techno.. I'm pretty happy with it.

In other news, as I said.. I bought a webcam, this comes after I returned the old one, which sucked donkey-nuts for pasos... and I dont say that lightly... it was 23$ and all that wonderful shit.. if you want to veiw it, like I said... go download yahoo messenger ...

What the hell else... hrm. Oh yeah, I'm going to get a spindle of like 1,000 CD-R's so I can burn Audio CD's out the wazooo, in the time being. I get to steal them from my mom.. the latest CD to be burnt will probably be a biographical mix of a dear freind of mine[stephanie... though I doubt I will actually give it to her].. so yeah.

/f**blah-blahf**k/

Time to begone.

Current music: Robert Miles - Seperation

New and improved Sean! Now with Auto-biographic/poetic(TM) capabillities!

."Always Second".

"No matter how hard I try...
...try, to get the prize,
...try, to make it mine,
I'm always second in line,

Take a number,
You don't matter,
We've recived another offer,
For the title of 'best',

You didnt deserve to have it this way,
But thats how life is;
You try your hardest,
..and let the rest fall to luck,

You didnt fail,
You only lost,
It isnt your fault,
You're just the 2nd in line."

Enter the Sean. . .

Current Music Melodramatic Noise: Violent Femmes - I held her in my arms.

Last night I had a dream I was planting a bomb in a mall... is that healthy? O,0

Wa-waa-waa-waa-waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Join us next time when mouse journals some really incriminating shit about himself!

ilove80sclayma: i think im going to eat bologna, does that sound good aj?

man OR mouseman: I'm thinking about blocking you and pretending that I signed off, does that sound good?



Yeah... I'm a bastard.

]]]] thought of the day: Eric Clapton is blacker than Jesse Jackson. [[[[

"Pray for mojo.."



Current mood: Angst'y

Current music: Bob Marley - Do it twice

Go away, Or I'm going to beat you bloody with my keyboard.

DA-NA-NA-NA-NAAAA.. NEO-! DA-NA-NA-NA-NAA.. -SPORIN!...



Blogging has come to this; I dont write because I want to, I write because it is expected of me... so. I'm going to go to get a cup of coffee, and when I come back, I'm going to write some really hilarious shit that makes you feel like a good person...



**Leaves at 1:01PM**



**Returns at 1:07PM With coffee in hand**





... Ok, where were we? ahh yes.. funny shit....



Hows about this for something funny... I've been told four times within the last year that I write like a 3 year old... if you're reading this page, you know who you are and when you told me this. I'd just like to touch on the fact that I have excellent spelling skills... I mean, in all of my days of writing like a 3 year old... I dont spell like one; although one of the people who critisized my writing does.... here's a small excerpt from my online conversation with them a few minutes ago....


~~

Me: Hey, what's happenin'?

Them: nmu

Me: Not alot here either, Just talking to people and posting on my blog.

Them: cul

Me: So, how've you been?

Them: gud u

Me: I've been pretty good.

Them: kk

Me: Umm, yeah. I gotta go post on my blog now, see you later.

Them: tyytl

~~



... ok.. what the hell? just, WHAT. THE. HELL?... -NOTE: No josh, you never complained about my print.



Yep, its pretty sad when thats the funniest stuff I can think of... so now on to useless internet crap that will entertain and amaze you!







you're f**k.
Usage.. "Go F yourself you F-nut."
Good side: You have an interesting way of expressing yourself
Bad Side: You can be angry and violent.


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You're An Inu (Dog)!
Loyal and protective. A true friend all the way.
You love having yours ears scratched, and being
near your loved ones.


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Inu, from inuyasha? sweeet. Yeah. I think f*ck accuratly describes me.




May is the one year aniversary of my blog! thanks for everything people!

Current music:It Dies Today - The Last Face She'll Ever See

BRING ON THE QUIZES!


You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.


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Gray:
You poor, depressed child. A rain cloud seems to
follow you everywhere. The worst has always got
to happen doesn't it? Life is miserable.


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I REALLY dont know about either of those, but Grey sure rocks.

BASIC...
:x: name = Sean Godoy
:x: piercings = none
:x: tattoos = none
:x: height = 6'0
:x: shoe size = 12 1/2 wide in mens
:x: hair color = black
:x: length = medium long
:x: siblings = 2 older sisters

LAST...
:x: movie you rented = "The chronicles of narnia: The silver chair"
:x: movie you bought = I dont buy movies
:x: movie that was given to you: the Cowboy Bebop boxed set... I guess it counts
:x: song you listened to = Dick dale - misirlou
:x: song that was stuck in your head = Jim's Big Ego - Addicted to stress
:x: cd you bought = "Original Pirate Material", by "The Streets"
:x: cd you listened to = "Send help if you can", by "Goodbye bluemonday"
:x: person you've called = ryan, I think.
:x: person that's called you = josh
:x: tv show you've watched = Umm. late night with wolf blitzer?
:x: person you were thinking of = nobody you know.

DO...
:x: you have a bf or gf = nope
:x: you have a crush on someone = nope
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = no
:x: you think about suicide = used to. not anymore
:x: you believe in online dating = nope
:x: others find you attractive = yes
:x: you want more piercings = nope
:x: you drink = nope
:x: you do drugs = nope
:x: you smoke = no, too expensive
:x: you like cleaning = noppe
:x: you like roller coasters = no
:x: you write in cursive or print = print
:x: you carry a donor card = no, but I should.

FOR OR AGAINST...
:x: long distance relationships = against, please see "Do you believe in online dating?"
:x: using someone = against... but who doesnt anyways?
:x: suicide = against.
:x: killing people = Well, in what context? I believe that there are certain people who should die, but I'll let someone else take care of that.
:x: teenage smoking = lame. I hope all of you 12 year old smokers join an elks club.
:x: doing drugs = against... but it doesnt stop anyone.
:x: premarital sex = against... but once again... all 12 year olds are free by "right" to fuck like bunnies... so let'em
:x: driving drunk = hmmm... please see "Sucide?"
:x: gay/lesbian relationships = against.
:x: soap operas = boring

FAVORITE...
:x: food = Mexican
:x: song = hmm... OF ALL TIME? I'd say.. "esthero - superheroes"
:x: thing to do = raising hell in social heirarchy
:x: thing to talk about = Life
:x: sports = Counter-strike... Oh? you didnt know it was a sport... well go talk to the Cyber Athelete League
:x: drinks = Coca cola, mountain dew. and pear juice on ocasion
:x: clothes = birthday suit.
:x: movies = Full metal jacket, The Train, The Great escape and A bridge too far
:x: band/singer = Esthero? O.0
:x: holiday = Presidents day; unexpected day off of school
:x: cars = '67 corvette?

HAVE YOU...
:x: ever cried over a boy = no
:x: ever lied to someone = yes
:x: ever been in a fist fight = yes
:x: ever been arrested = no

WHAT...
:x: shampoo do you use = panteen v05 or something.
:x: cologne do you use = aqua velva?
:x: shoes do you wear = converse or boots
:x: are you scared of = not much.

NUMBER...
:x: of times I have been in love? = I dont know.
:x: of times I have had my heart broken? = ?
:x: of hearts I have broken? = none
:x: of girls I have kissed? = none
:x: of boys I have kissed? = none
:x: of girls I've slept with? = none
:x: of boys I've slept with? = none
:x: of continents I have lived in? = 1
:x: of drugs taken illegally? = I dont know.
:x: of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? = I dont think I have any
:x: of people I consider my enemies? = everyone's out to get me
:x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = none
:x: of scars on my body? = too many to count.
:x: of things in my past that I regret? = (No comment)

FAVORITE...
:x: disney movie = Aladdin
:x: scent = this may sound weird.. but have you ever been in a room that doesnt smell like anything, then you KNOW someone's near-by because you can smell them.. its not body-odor, its just a smell. I like the way people smell.
:x: word = craptastic
:x: nickname = I dont have one. I dont want one.
:x: guy name = Xaiver?(with a spanish accent)
:x: girl name = rebecca
:x: eye color = grey/black
:x: flower = the dead kind... just get them away from me
:x: piercing = eyebrow
:x: actor = Robert DeNiro
:x: actress = um?

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
:x: pretty = of course. it's all about self confidence(jess wrote this.word up girl!)
:x: funny = Yes. I get complimented alot.
:x: hot = umm, I've been told that I am.. but I'm happy with thinking I am average.
:x: friendly = after a few cups of coffee I'm good company
:x: amusing = yeah.
:x: ugly = When I wake up after a LAN party... yes.
:x: loveable = Like a rock
:x: pessimistic = Very
:x: optimistic = "We're all doomed to die tomarrow", does this sound optimistic?
:x: caring = Yeah.
:x: sweet = at times.
:x: dorky = Yeah.

I sure hope you enjoyed it, because I didnt.

Algebra sucks... I mean... its the most useless piece of garbage that teens today study in school --right next to 'health and fitness';(The curriculum for health and fitness is over 20 years old)- I mean, algebra is supposed to teach "Abstract thinking" but, 'abstract' just means you find the worst way of solving the problem...

I'm not here to talk about algebra... I'm here to talk about the bad-asstisity of Hardcore as a genre, as well as my most recent discovery, "Jim's Big Ego" ... so, for the time being download "Addicted to stress" by "Jim's big ego" and then we'll go from there..

0,O ...current music: "It Dies Today - Bloodstained Bedsheet Burden"

"i love to steal little things from the grocery store
like a piece of bubble gum or sometimes i just stick
my thumb in a peach and leave it there"

Current music... Stress, by Jim's Big Ego

Omae wa dochira anime no VILLAIN desu ka?
( Which anime villain are you? )
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Omae wa dochira juunishi no MEMBAA desu ka?
( Which member of the juunishi are you? )
[koyasunomiko.com]

Hey look, an Anime quiz page knows the deepest places of my soul...... darn right they do.



Current music: Esthero - Country Livin'