pictures or whatever.

LAN!
I am not sure at all on the date.. maybe around July 17? I don't know yet.

all I know is its going to be 7pm-7pm, sleeping arrangements as usual.. more games, more platforms, more room and hopefully more people.


Games:
Soul Calibur 2
+1 man VS tournement (best 2 of 3, then best 3 of 5 for final round)
+3 man team tournement (base weapons, best two players square off)
+8 man team tournement (???)
+3 man tag-team tournement (Change users after every K.o: as many users to a team as characters on the team)

The Specialists(last-man-standing, the one mode, teamplay and DM)
ts_lobby_revolution
undertow
ts_firm
ts_lobby
ahl_astorage
ahl_plexhbraid
ahl_noir
ts_loaded
ts_rundown
crossfire
ts_theatre
ts_kissmeyerbasic
datacore
ts_supertimor
ts_down
stalkyard
ahl_plexharbour
ahl_nocredit
ts_central
subtransit
ts_pistolarena
ahl_sniperarena
ahl_shogun
ts_shogun_final
ts_temple
ts_garden

Alien vs Predator 2
dm_alesserfate
dm_outpost4
dm_resivoir
dm_colony
dm_verloc
dm_auriga
dm_lucifer'sfate
dm_leadworks
dm_bunker
dm_depot
dm_quarantine
dm_compound

Soldats
Pointmatch, teamplay, capture the flag, attack and defense. You can get this from me in advance.

Day of Defeat(?)
Tribes2(?)
Total Annihilation(?)
:End games

So thats it.. I'll be working on more lists of people, if you have *any* requests for games/maps/modes tell me.. sleeping/food/drinks will all be part of rsvping, and you cant rsvp until you know a date.. you also cant buy food until you know a date :P

Contact me a.s.a.p. you know how.. tastysnax@yahoo.com

Thats all

Current Music : Ugly Casanova - Barnacles [live]<--- Best damn song

I want to put them out of my misery
Stupid, stupid, stupid, idiots.

I would excerpt it, but there's just *so much* stupidity there, I don't wanna hurt anyone with it.. clog up the pipes and all, you know? I let this little bit get past the safety monkey...

man OR mouseman: you're really smart
(Those we don't speak of, 1): no srry ig et f's
..............
man OR mouseman: if you're 14, why do you call me kid, and why can't you spell?
(Those we don't speak of, 2): umm well..i dunno..lol i can..but im not yrpng wiyj fingers
man OR mouseman: How about this; Every time you spell a whole sentence correctly I'll give you a cookie, sound good?
..............

Lan info next post, separate and all.

Current Music : Santa Esmeralda - Don't let me be misunderstood

I am the master
Dont mess with the roflpwnagificationist

http://www33.brinkster.com/holycricket/rofl.jpg

Current Music : Prodigy - Fire-starter

Wow
Just... wow.

Presented in order of bizarreness:

1) Wu-tang Name Generator (thanks to Randy)

2) ROFL Attack (thanks to Len)

3) Zlad! - Elektronik/Supersonik (thanks to Dave)

Lyrics to Elektronik/supersonik:


Hey baby, wake up from your a-sleep.
We have arrived unto the future
And the whole world is become...

elektronik supersonik
supersonik elektronik

Hey baby, ride with me away,
We doesnt have much time,
my blue jeans is tight,
So onto my love rocket climb.
Inside tank of fuel is not fuel, but love.
Above us there is nothing above,
but the stars, above

All systems gone
prepare for down-count
5.. 4.. 3.. 1.. OFF BLAST!

Fly away my space rocket,
you no need put money in my pocket
the door is closed I just lock it
I put my birthplug in your socket

The sonic sky is bright just like fire.
You and me get higher and higher.
Communications firer.
Only thing that can stop us is flat tire.

Hey Love crusader. I want to be your space invader.
For you I will descend the deepest moon crater.
I's more stronger than Darth Vapor.
Obey me, I's your new dictator.
For you is Venus, I am Mars.
With you, I am richer than all the Zhars.
Make a wishes on a shooting star.
Then for you I will play on my cosmic guitar.

Ladies and Gentlemen, fasten your beltseats.
We have commenced our descent.
I trust you enjoyed this flight as much as you enjoy this action.

now back on earth is time for down-splash
Into sea of eternal glory my spaceship crash
people have arrived for to cheer me from near and far
and as I float, I open door and shout
"I am world's biggest washed up superstar!"

As for sure as the sun rises in the West.
Of all the things and poets on Earth, I am the bestest.
Come, let me to dream of jewelery on your finger.
Then like a smell around you, I will forever linger.
Ok, it's time for end.
No more will I sing.
Let me take you back in time.
I want you to experience Big Bang.

Long live Space Race. Long live Movania.


I transcribed it myself :D

Current Music : Zlad! hahaha

I r sick

Please direct your love to my aim away message.

I'll probably be watching movies on playing playstation.. or napping. k thx.

<3

Current Music : Modest Mouse - Float on

aesthetically pleasing



...just a little reminder who's site you're reading.

Current Music : The Specials - Little bitch(one-two)

Search-engine fun

So from what I've been reading on my stats page, alot of people pass through from search engines.. that isn't an unusual thing or a bad thing, but I've been noticing more and more as I look at the searches that they're coming here because of something they want..

My site is #6 on yahoo.com's search engine when you search the term 'Abercrombie "Marlboro Reds"', why anyone would type that string of words is beyond me... there are more, like 'modest mouse torrents' or 'cowboy bebop soundtrack'... alot of this stuff I *have*, but I'm only assuming they come, they dont see a download button, and then they leave..

and that makes me feel like I'm falsely advertising sort of.. :/

Oh well.. thats just my random thought of the night. --if you're stopping through from a search engine just ask me for what you're looking for, if I have it I'll transfer it over aim :P if I dont.. well search on.

:| discouraging.

Current Music : Ugly Casanova - So long to the holidays

kooldudes!
this is funny stuff.. that I intend to post now.

1)A specialists' comic by patrick

2)The Chronicles of George

3)Georf, a classic

Current Music :Modest Mouse - The good times are killing me

Things I don't remember
Good memories. Read them or.. don't.

+Truck washing, every goddamned kind of hotsauce you can imagine, and chili peppers to boot... the same breakfast every wash weekend every two weeks.. mcdonalds deluxe breakfast combo with pancakes, sausage patty, mcmuffin, eggs and bacon... the deafening ring of motors all day, the sore feet in rubber boots on 100 degree blacktop that were always prestinely clean but sore as heck by the end of the day..

+Counter-strike, playing right after coming home truck washing(or right before).... doc, beerman, negotiator, jack, crazygirl and all of the mooks that hit on her, redhead, ender, evol and all of those kids from back then..

+The day my first pair of labtec headphones broke, because I left them on my mom's computer and they got used tripley fast..

+The first time I heard "superheroes" by esthero, also the first time I heard esthero... and I'd listen to her over and over on that damned mojo MP3-CD player that I broke so many models of... with the giant ass black KOSS headphones or my realistic 220(I think) oldskool headphones my sister got for a quarter at a garage sale...

+My audio exploits in general in the summer of 2000..

+Playing gran tourismo 3 on the crappy monitor that josh gave me, again, listening to the mojo CD player with every MP3 I had at the time packed onto one 700mgb disk... now I cant fit my collection on 7 such disks...

+Christmas day when I got my paintball gun, drooling over it, starring at it... thinking in general "what a bad-ass piece of aluminum alloy"..

+This one time on the specialists when I killed 3 people in one dive with one knife, and finished a 4th with a gun-fake into a hard back-kick that sent him flying.. the whole scene getting me banned for being "a hacker" because "nobody can move that fast"..

+Wandering around ikea for my desk, being thrilled when I got it, having my room cleaned up for it for months and then installing it and having a place for everything..

+The summer of '00 when me, seth and josh hung around his back-yard with rorie, kaylynn, sam and meghan.. really good times..

+Biking to see stephanie.. talking.. feeling shy and akward. the 14 mile ride is still my farthest to date.

+Randomly good things: Having a nerf gun-fight with austin and josh at the HB community center, oblivious to just how fun that really was; Me and josh playing his SNES when he first moved in(see "summer of 2000"), The first time I kissed miki..

+KUCI, the trip up there.. the cold biting at my knees, the wooden ramp leading to the nondescript metal door, the carpet... walking past the album room and going into the commercial sized disabled person bathroom with the tiny ancient tweeters wired all over the complex so you can hear whats playing live in the recording studio. The next DJ walking in at 3:59am to relieve jody of the throne.. picking albums from the specials and bob marley out of the holy ornate album room..

yeah.. that cheered me up a bit.. I'm not gonna see miki for awhile.. and thats killing me.

:|

Current Music - Ugly Casanova - Diamonds on the face of evil, again.

If your girlfriend is one of those "fiesty" ones...
I want you to keep that bitch on a leash.

I had an extremely shitty night.

If my heart had a trap door on the bottom of it thats where my emotions would fall out right now. I am devoid. I feel sadness and hate, but they are voided by my hopeful silence.

If you're thinking of cheering me up, all I have to say is this: be glad you're feeling better than I am, I'll recover, there is no amount of warm and fuzzy chatting that can be done to undo my problems...

I am not the average little shit who is baffled by these things, I fix those around me emotionally and mentally, and I have no one to fix me. I am on an intellectual plateau reaching down at everyone, I know my problems and they are not yours... fortunately enough for you.

And the little gauge on my heart marked "love" reads empty right now, because I'm away from the one I love the most, and after the past 24 hours I'm out of pardons and favors and kindness for the blissfully ignorant masses of lemmings that are ebbing and flowing to eternal damnation.

Why I'm glad -Aside from the fact that you're not suffering as much as I am- because of the fact that someone gives a shit. someone cares. I have alot of friends who care.

If no one cared I doubt I'd rely on me pick up the slack.

Current Music : Ugly Casanova - Diamonds on the face of evil

Pure comedic gold

http://www.geocities.com/tastysnax/lolz.htm

yeep.

Current Music : Public image ltd. - this is not a love-song

Quickie
...in bed.

Someone told us to reach for the stars..
...but the stars are too far.


"I've always liked christmas lights; when I dont have my glasses on they look like little balls of light" ~ and that'd be the cutest thing I've ever heard.

:D

[Happiness]

Current Music : Ugly Casanova - Barnacles[live]

Special thanks
To deborah for the comment box :D

Use it, abuse it, love it.

that is all.

Current Music : Esthero - Lounge

Three things
like three kings.

One) I like crayons, even more-so; the idea of eating crayons

Two) I am your friend

Three) I think of this every time someone says "follow your heart"... "The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked: who can know it?" ~ Jeremiah 17:9

(source: King james version, biblegateway.com)

Yeah, right.. follow your heart down-down-down..

Bam!

p.s. I fixed the link colors so now its easier to see links, go over some recently archived stuff and you'll see what I mean.

Current Music : Peter Cincotti - I changed the rules

Using small hand-held appliances
...Near comparably small bodies of water.

Its good fun. Try explaining to your sister, the music echoing off of the bathroom walls at 3am when you go to take a midnight-dookie, you can't... but damnit, wireless headphones and going to the bathroom is just so irresistably nerdy.

So tonight was bizarre; my home-schooled band organization made plans with the city of orange so that we performed to commemorate the movement of this house, what house you ask? A historical one. That's right... A damned land-mark, and they carted it down the street like it was someone's passed-out drunken prom-date..



..Oh, I almost forgot, the *most* bizarre part was that the local segue club was down there leading the charge, that's right, imagine all of the owners of those in the whole orange county area- all four of them geriatrics- doing figure-eights in the middle of one cordioned off orange circle.

bizarre.

After that we gave sho a ride home and that was that.

And then I made this, and I really think its pretty.

...she is pretty... :D

My lord I'm going to blow all of my geocities bandwidth with sexy pictures and interactive posts :[ I hope not.

Done and done, closing thought: I post more than any two of my friends, and I have the longest running site. woot. 8)

Current Music : Peter Cincotti - Nature boy

Dustmites are laying eggs on my desk
They look like little seeds.

[Truncated august 11th 2004]

Current Music : Robert Miles - Paths

OBEY!
READ ARCHIVES!
READ ARCHIVES!
READ ARCHIVES!

Good. k thx. theres plenty archival posts to go around.

Current Music : Happy 2b Hardcore - Halloween remix

Peanutbetter®

*Heres* the site for that nut-sauce.

I have two 10oz jars of the "deep chocolate" variety on my desk, I'm curious to see just how deep the chocolate flavor goes.

I'll taste-test it tomarrow in some practical uses and see how it holds up.

p.s. while I'm at webmonkey getting the proper HTML equivelant for the registered symbol so it doesnt come up wrong, I'm going to put this little bugger in here.

ö Yep.

Kingdom of Kroz for rizzle. (Thats a DOS based ascii game that used to be on our old PC, and when I say "old" I mean "first")

the average krozite day
Ä :YOU THERE! WHY ARE YOU SITTING DOWN? YOU KNOW WE HAVE TO GUARD AGAINST *HIM*
ö :SORRY SIR!
Ö :/me stands up
Ä :Keep a sharp eye out!
ÿ :/me sneaks by
Ä Ö :OH NOES!
Ä :We vowels have to stick together if we want to win this! ARE YOU WITH ME!
Ö :Yes sir!
Ä :I CANT HEEARR YOOOU
Ö :YES SIR!

....what a freaky guy.

Current Music : Esthero - Lounge

Maybe spells Yea, but not No
But it doesnt spell Yes either.

That is what I have learned.

So tonight me and the !mikiness went to my youth group and then the l.a. county museum of arts(l.a.c.m.a., lacking in SOMETHING'ma) for an "all night party" that was um.. bad.

Drunken bougwa from the entire L.A. county art scene, dressed in their finest cuture, were there for the two whole exibits they had open, one on geometry and one on like... the historical race to invent shite... but the former being more like "lines an' shit" and the latter being more like "negroes an' shit"... half of the people were drunk or whatever, so I figure the two exibits were the only ones that were childproofed for the circumstances.

We got free peanut butter from this weird guy there, I would sample some now for blogging's sake, but I just brushed my chompers.

Youth group was similarly discombobulating.. only in that about three people told miki she had an interesting name, and she said that she's never heard that before.. oh well ^^

...and then the fact that the church gossip ring/those starved for something to pay attention to had discovered immediately(or before-hand) that me and miki are in fact a couple, which was the liberal topic of conversation. I'll leave it at this.. Mike:"Where'd you guy's meet?" Me:"At band." Miki:"Yeah, we're band nerds 8)"

:D

And theennn... the car ride there/home from LACMA was the most time consuming part of the night, and surprisingly the least abrasive, well, except for the fact that my sister was calling my mom a motherfucker for not stopping so she could take a pee...

oh, I almost forgot to mention I saw !Kathy Jones at LaCMA, and she's the only reason I went to that goddamned throng of the drunken societal bottom-feeders.. well.. that and its an excuse to be out from 6pm-2am with miki :D

Kathy was the one who initially emailed the godoy tribe of the museum exibition's existance...

poor us :[ I'm sorry that it sucked kathy, at least you didnt show up at 11:30pm and find that out :P

So riding home from LaCMA I was sorta impatiently waiting for the ride to drop miki off to end, when it occurred to me that that was the best tonight was going to get, bar none. I was going to go home, blog it out, listen to some music, talk to some freaks, maybe play some videogames, brush teeth, insert body in bed. end of line.

The simple thought that, even during an encounter with pleasurable company I'm hurried to come to a conclusion is troubling. Life doesnt come back. I am 16, I will never be younger. 90% of my time is occupied on killing time to get to the 10% conclusive time where I look back and say "Well thats over, time to start another project I'll just piss away".

I'm not sure if that realization made me feel sick, or if it was just the unsettling sway of the truck up and down brea boulevard's hills and valleys.

Regardless. I am no longer sick, but I am more thankful for my time given, and in the future I hope to milk my remaining 60 +/- years for all they're worth.

So.

oh you've got green eyes, oh you've got blue eyes... oh you've got greyy eyes.
And I've never met anyone quite like you before.
No I've never met anyone quite like you before.
thoughts from above hit the people down below, people in this world they have no place to go.
thoughts from above hit the people down below, people in this world we have no place to go.
- New order~ Everything's Gone Green

AND! BAHAWAHAHWAHWAHAHAAAAAA

download "Are you the one?".. its good.

Current Music : Peter Cincotti - Are you the one?

Mesquito Dive-bomber
Yes. Another one of *those* nights.

Followed by another one of *those* posts on how I didnt sleep "very well"... [read as... "at all"]... so in an attempt to drown out the sound of the mesquito I put on my wireless headphones, which are wholly uncomfortable and bulky. My head was all sweaty and matted this morning too.. and even with the music I only slept like 3 hours.

regardless. here is the playlist that I mocked up(at 5am)

Shuffle, OFF, repeat, ON.
1. Modest Mouse - One Chance
2. Modest Mouse - Blame It On The Tetons
3. Ugly casanova - Barnacles
4. Final Fantasy VII - Aerith's Death Scene (Orchestrated)
5. Esthero - Indigo Boy
6. Esthero - Anyways
7. Esthero - Nearly Civilized
8. Esthero - Superheroes
9. Michelle Branch - You Get Me
10.Natalie Imbruglia - Satellite
11.Dashboard Confessional - Hands Down

bah.

My next 72 hour hold before I post again will probably be filled with all/some of these: lego-building, band-attending, mall-walking, movie-watching and miki-talking.

Current Music : Track 1 - Sharpen your teeth

Why is my answer female?





What Type of Villain are You?

mutedfaith.com.

Current Music : Ugly Casanova - Spilled Milk Factory

Sub-par Content

So... this weekend I went to the block with miki, we saw the chronicles of riddick, which was really good and 2 hours long x.x and then we ate shabbu-shabbu(thats where you cook your raw foods in a pan full of boiling water).. it was a good night :D

today and friday was just alot of working.. sorry to my church peoples, I missed bowling friday night, the bonfire saturday night and church sunday morning x.x

I was going to post something random from me and orange's conversations in the past 3 days, but none of it was publicly acceptable, its choc full of slanderous and derogatory remarks towards minorities and religions... and friends :P and animals.......... and homeless, oh the homeless.

So. thats it.


The Block



**Project: Mallow Thunder**

Current Music : Modest Mouse - Float on

teh fun

So. Today was good. After trumpet I went to dong phat or whatever the vietnamese food place is around the corner from my house is called with miki. We got chocolate "hello panda" and strawberry pocky :D then we walked (ohmygodwtf WALKING? lolololol j/k) for about a mile down to starbucks and we got some coffees 8)then over to blockbuster and we went through movies.. my lord.. all of the good movies we sifted through in the horror, anime and action sections...

Tron was the only 2nd to- drum roll -the 13th warrior :]

<-- Mister good movie picker, sofar I'm 3 for 3, fight club and lost in translation being my other two picks.

annd then we walked back home from starbucks and stopped in the "park", [I came to the conclusion that mile square park isnt a park so much as an embankment that ISNT apart of the GOLF COURSE.] we got home, watched the 13th warrior and then ate pocky until meestah fujieda came to pick up his lovely daughter.

I felt kinda bad.. I was just like "Oh, Hi, I'll get miki"... and then I left him there for like 3 minutes... I feel like I should've opened the door, bowed, said "Hai Hiroo-san" and then invited him in for some green tea.

:| oh well, maybe some other time.

And, as you may've seen, ugly casanova is the trend for this week.. wanna know why? I found "Sharpen your teeth" at bionic records so I got it, listned to it like 1,000,000 times, and then wrapped it in a pretty teal ribbon and gave it to miki-chan ^__^

Thats pretty much all of my day.

..or at least all of it that I want you to read ^_~


Fig. 1a, Ugly Casanova: Sharpen your teeth

Current Music : Ugly Casanova - Things I dont remember

Oh yeah!
I almost forgot.



mmmmm... yummy.

I normally don't double post like that because its unprofessional, but I wanted to :D

Current Music : Underworld - Track vii(?)

Joy via Winamp (& lists)

My music is making me happy because:
1)I'm listening to a happy cohesion of Ugly Casanova and Modest Mouse's new "Good news for people who like bad news".. its like a great-great episode of "where are they now", only, spoodfed via audio and narrorated by brain.

2)Its been awhile since I've wanted to, but I just gleefully drowned out my mom talking to my sister about some crap she thought was 'teh funneh', the mere mumble over my prestine audio warranted a +20db boost. yummy.

3)Playing with the neat little scanners at barnes and noble where you can scan a CD and it plays 30 second clips from each of the songs was fun, but having the full uncut 16-and-a-half-minute-ranting-live-version is so much tastier.

Truncated. again. ;)

Current Music : The Specials - Rudy, a message to you

The Origins of Ugly Casanova
Isn't it reassuring to know you're singing along with a paranoid schizophrenic?

One evening at Denver's Bluebird Theater, where Modest Mouse was playing on a bill with fellow North westerners Built to Spill, Graham broke a second-floor window and stole into the backstage area. As Modest Mouse came off stage, he was excitedly waiting for them, blood streaming from cuts on his arms and face that he'd received from stray shards of glass. Chanting "This'll do it" under his breath, Graham introduced himself to the source of his enlightenment.

Here again the facts become obscured. While each band member remembers Graham saying "This'll do it" repeatedly, they disagree on how he referred to him-self. According to Brock, he introduced himself as "Ugly Casanova." Green remembers Graham saying "I'm Isaac," and Judy remembers "I'm Ed." Perhaps the only deciding factor would have been tour companion Chris Majerus, who had run off to get towels and bandages for Graham's wounds.

Though Graham was obviously unbalanced---or because of the fact---Brock, Judy and Majerus all took an immediate liking to him. In an enchanted tribute to Graham, Modest Mouse began to use Ugly Casanova as their publishing name. The three even persuaded a few labels to release limited-edition 7-inch singles of the songs Graham had sent them. But after briefly visiting each label in the summer of '98 to deliver his efforts, he disappeared and has not been seen since.

A year later, in the summer of 1999, the labels received belated thank-you notes from Edgar Graham in enve-lopes that had neither postmarks nor return addresses. At the same time, Isaac Brock received a sheaf of letters which profiled the running mental state of Graham/Casanova. Like the others, these letters had no indica-tion of when they had been written or delivered, except one which had been dated a week earlier. The first fifteen pages were filled with nonsensical rants indicating that Graham had lost all touch with reality. The remaining 13 pages contained 13 songs about Graham's life and his barren home, his hopes and his delu-sions.

The lyrics and music were practically illegible, but over the next few weeks Modest Mouse tried to make sense of them. Starting from Graham's scratchy messages, the band began to assemble their new album. Due to that illegibility, the resulting collection of songs have become more a illustration of Modest Mouse's own musical and lyrical style than of Ugly Casanova's submissions. But the spirit of the album is believed to be that which Graham/Casanova had meant to convey. The Moon and Antarctica is the name of the album.

Themes of lost identity, spiritual betrayal, social and mental isolation, occasional self-loathing and ques-tions to the origin, nature and intent of fate abound---as do the figurative portrayals of Graham's own past. The opening track, "Dark Center of the Universe," is an introduction to the frustration and social isolation felt by a man whose potential search for his own soul resulted in the adoption of all the facets of another's life. Consequently, the song stands as a realization of the fragility and futility of his situation. Yet the album does not simply dwell on a feeling of isolation, but reveals---just as did Edgar Graham's letters---the path and progress of his various transformations.

"The Cold Part" is the point of origin, the departure from a frigid physical surrounding and the hope for a change from all which fate has dwelt. "3rd Planet" traces the evolution of loss, as paranoia encroaches upon Graham's psyche and a distorted vision of creation ends up as a lack of self-identity. While a sense of self-loathing is evident in the only set of lyrics Modest Mouse were able to recover ("I Came as a Rat"), Graham most often expressed a carefree nature in the face of obvious adversity. Always present behind "Paper Thin Walls," it was this side of him that Modest Mouse first saw in Denver, and the one by which he will hopefully be remembered.

With Edgar Graham's disappearance came feelings of personal betrayal on the part of one whose emergence had raised so many questions and concerns. Thus ended a melancholy existence, one ultimately led under the title of a "Perfect Disguise."

heh heh heh.

Current Music : Ugly Casanova - Beesting

Barnacles
This sums up my mood


BARNACLES
i don't really need to see
so i don't need to see so i'll paint
i don't know, i'll paint it black
i don't need to see
i don't see how you see out of your window
i don't need to see, i'll paint mine black
i don't know me and you don't know you
so we fit so good together
cos i knew you like i knew myself
we clung on like barnacles on a boat
even though the ship sinks you know you can't let go
i was talking like two hands knocking
yelling 'let me in, let me in, please come out.'
black glass, dirt-based soap,
tell yourself what you know.
my friends, oh my friends,
bury your head i'll help you bury your plans.
hard hit, hard to miss, problems are what a problem is.
my light came up quick, call it your asterisk,
buried like boys in a boys first book of the stars
saw it as satellite
constant unblinking as
buried in the bottom of a bottom of a brackish lake

Current music : Ugly Casanova - Barnacles

Redundancy

Assuming I won't be chewed out for posting, I just felt the need to rant a little. Perhaps a little more than what's necessary...

Ok, school's over in a week and yet my teachers are still handing out projects...why? Cause "we need to keep you busy that way you're not bored for the last week of school". What point is there for that?

Of course there are those who have screwed themselves over and are in dire need of points, and so as a last resort, teachers hand them big fat projects that could make you or break you to help them revive their grade into an acceptable level. What about us students who actually do their work? No, we have to waste our time on these crappy assignments that are so asinine that it would insult the intelligence of a 3rd grader.

For instance, I have to make a "Rights of the Accused" Alphabet book and a Slang Dictionary. And while I'm cut-and-pasting this crap together, I could be out enjoying my evening with friends or studying for the finals that are coming up. Does this information slapped on construction paper mean anything to me? Not in the least....if I ever get it back, I'm sure I'll burn it at my "End of the Year Bonfire" where all the rest of my pointless assignments become the starting papers for our glorious bonfire. THAT is the only purpose they serve to me. I learn nothing from this stuff...and so it must be burned.

And now back to our regularly scheduled programming.

Now Playing - "Modest Mouse - Blame It On The Tetons"

Pet peeves

Top Five, in order.

Before I start though, I'd like to let everyone know I'm an overbearing judging sarcastic neurotic tactless ill-tempered kind of guy, so keeping those in mind will explain why some of these things are so annoying to me.

5) Getting roped into giving help to someone's friend's mother because they're sooo hellpless and neeedddyyyyyyyyy. I mean this person wont *LIVE* unless I help them out, so I do and generally it turns out alright but the moral and ethical obligations bother me to hell, and make me want to just tell the person to kiss off and help the person themself or just pay someone to do it(even if I would be getting paid, its the obligation that bothers me)

4) Being disregarded. "yeah whatever" or "yeah sure" bothers me, only really truly if I have something important or helpful to say that'll probably be useful for them to hear, by rejecting it they tell me not only do they not want my help they think that they don't need me, thus I am inferior and unnecessary to their existence, and that is unacceptable.

3) Imitation. Plain and simple.. It bothers me so badly, some people say that its the greatest form of flattery, but those people are also dead and it didn't help *them* much to be flattered by some clown copying their one-line piece of advice now did it?

2) Losing or being "shown up", insulted or otherwise publicly denounced by someone inferior. I usually take it in stride by coming back and eliminating them somehow, but it bothers me so badly when I cant.. The classic "well you just wanna rematch because I schooled you so badly"... How about I just kill this person and prove I am a superior fighter, what then? No rematch for *him*

1) Repetition, people saying something over and over with the same level of intensity thinking I didn't hear them or I need to hear them a few dozen more times, toe tapping when there's no music or the on-off broken silence of a mosquito dive-bombing my ear.

moving along.

Current Music : DJ Epic - Heaven is a place on earth

Stats

So.. this may all come as a shock to you but I have a hit-counter that tracks quite a bit of information on your soul.. er... browser..

I know that peak hours are 5pm and 10pm, and theres usually a slump on weekends.. the best two days are wednesdays and fridays.

That being said, I know who comes and who goes and why they're here (usually to download games illegally, most of which are unreleased.), so for God's sake.. if you're here and you have an opinion.. say something on my messages.. its awfully dead lately even though my hit-counter is rising.

If its about being too good to leave messages on a tag-board thats fine, I'm the same way.. but thats the only means that I'll contact people. it starts there, then you get my email or aim name... no contact info pages here.. sorry. I dont want it to be that easy for just anyone to get a hold of me. :|

I'm all secret-like, yanno?

Thats it.

Current Music : the Postal Service - The district sleeps alone tonight

Offline Writing, Part IV
You didnt know that those last two posts were part of a series.

Yeah.. so this is the longest our cable has been down, it'll be coming up on 24 hours this afternoon.

Declassified explaination of operation "f*** the truck"... I stepped on the bumper... slipped.. my palm hit the hood and left a big dent in this angled part, its an F-150 so that shows you the quality of Ford's dent receptive paneling..

My mom called some mexicans(I can only assume) to come fix the dent before she returns this rental(you didnt think we'd _own_ a ford, did you?!) and on the phone the guy gave her an estimate of 75$... I got yelled at about it, and in fact thats probably more than the insurance would charge to have it fixed through the rental agency, but see, it'd go on the insurance and *possibly* (probably) cause our car insurance to rise..

My dad mentioned that 75$ is alot of paintballs, but see; I was already about -20$ in the hole, I'd need about +200$ to go paintballing, because it costs about 40$ for paintballs and 20$ for admission and 7$ for Co2, but before I can even go I need to drop about 150$ or more to fix my gun.

On top of that I doubt I'd have as much fun by myself as I would with miki and ryan, so I'd need to make sure that ryan could go, and then I'd try to provide a backup gun that miki(or someone else) could use... (maybe 60$ for nate's used TL?...)

Maybe I'll just got hang myself before I think about paintballing again.

Thank you world,
For making such cheesey bumpers with cheesey hoods on cheesey trucks that are built crap tough... none of this would've happened if my mom wernt so testy in the first place, telling me my sister *never* ordered hot drinks at starbucks and I was *completely* wrong... which encouraged me whole heartedly to run outside and step on the bumper and shake the truck and say "HOT DRINK, HOT DRINK, HOT DRINK." to my sister and then slip off and bump my palm into the aforementioned CHEESEY MCCHEESEBALL HOOD THATS LESS DURABLE THAN THE SHEET METAL MY COMPUTER TOWER IS MADE OUT OF.

All the while, my parents care more about the truck than the pomegranate colored and sized bruise on my left leg.

Oh.. last thing... the "shortest 2fort cap" took me 40 seconds.. but I took the covert route from the battlements to the ramproom, to the flag room, then out the elevator and down the enemy battlements and into my front door, from there I respawned and then captured it on my battlements.

I'm done here.

Current Music : Modest Mouse - Blame it on the tetons

So...

Even though this was written in the same sitting as my last post I think I'll post it separately.

I've gotten really bored without my cable :[ I've been playing TFC with bots, Starchamber and soldat... the last two are very good for freebies :D check those two out.

Playing TFC reminded me of playing TFC with miki :D sniapar krewz0r.. lololol... I had some good times, even though it was just bots.. I was using some of the sniper tricks that ole' greyeyes taught me.. ^__^ lotsa frags.

woot.

I also recorded a demo of myself capturing the flag on 2fort in under 60 seconds.. it was probably way less than that, but I didnt time it... it started off with a double-conc jump from my battlements to theirs, so you get the idea of how fast that diddy went. :D

I might even work on compiling it into an MPG movie so y'all can see the mad scout skills.

thats it.

Current Music : E-type - Africa

I dented the truck
The truck dented me

things to do while offline (in first person)
1.Listen to "offline music", which is by no means different from online music, except that you're offline.

2.Play half-life single-player, the only part of half-life's modified beast that works offline is its single-player campaign, so what else would you do, but write another offline post and pick up where you left off in single-player from the last time you were offline?

3. Drink tea, coffee is for being online, tea is for being offline or for thinking.. either or.

4. Think about your shin which may or may not be broken, although this has little to do with being online or not, the absence of things to do has lessened the relief of being on a computer, thus, you contemplate the many definitions and usages of words like "bruised", "chrushed" or "destroyed".

5. Listen to a natalie imbruglia song that reminds you of your girlfriend, who may or may not be online at this very moment, waiting for you to sign on..

6. Much like #5 being offline is packed full of little mysteries, like "who's online?", "Do I have any emails?" or.. "Would people be reading what I'm typing right now if I were online?" or better yet.. "If I were online would I even be writing this??"..

7. This is a bonus question, partially a story:

You go to albertson's to get Safflower oil for cooking-- I know, I've never heard of this crap either before tonight.. obviously something recently instituted to drive up olive oil prices with OPEC.. as you get it you walk to the front and wonder which of the two female cashiers is more likely to ask you what you're going to use this mystery oil for... "I'm going to douse my girlfriend in it and we're gonna play human slip and slide" you'd reply.. at first you're amused, then you realize that neither cashier would ask you, so you just proceed to check-out at the shortest line.

8. You go outside to examine the dent in the hood of the rental truck that caused #4's calamity.. although the hood panel is clearly made out of some plastic-ish type of metal/fetile alloy, you get blamed for "throwing yourself on the hood" by someone who "wasnt even there"... ok so I dont know why I put quotes around that second part, she really wasnt even there and yet she had the stones to explain to *me* how *I* fell on the truck making an ass of myself..

See, I realize I was making an ass out of myself, but it wasnt to gain notariety or anything.. I just felt like it.

I love(read as "I hate") being misunderstood.

9. Get yelled at by your mother(or any other present entity of authority), during and after hood examination which was previous to the safflower allocation safari, and even after that.

10. Go to sleep.

*11.* bonus, ignore your mom in your door-way until she gets pissed.

~added~

12. Watch chapelle's show and aqua-teen-hunger-force for an hour and a half.

Current Music : E-Type - Russian Lullaby

First thing's last

So the only reason I'm really posting is because I saw this quiz on stephen's xanga and I thought I'd do it... I've already done it and I got the same results last time..


My life is rated NC-17.
What is your life rated?

Yup... so that means my life is like a porno... which is pretty ridiculous.. considering I'm pretty modest and what-not.

So I'm relinking a ton of people who just started blogging again, so theres gonna be a fat list of blogs(xangas, journals & sites) with interesting, interesting content on my site..

Lastly..



Miki was over and we started playing with legos :D that was silly/funny... getting out all of my über creations, and making that guy just because I had a bunch of little parts lying around... :D

!mikiiness. :D

/me pets all of you :D

Current Music : Trace Kyshad - Ecco; Broken Machine remix

*Somebody* messed up
And *somehow* a herd of mesquitos took up residence in my room through an open screen.

These arent just the cute little mesquito bites that I used to get when I was a kid, these things are like CYSTS...... theres one on my knee practically the size of a golfball..... I'm really hating these bugs right now.

I'm really appreciating the god-given leghair though... it helps a wee bit.

Gah.

So this is the best post I can pop out.

I'll post when I want to. until then read my archives or something, theres good stuff in there.

Current Music : Modest Mouse - Bukowski