pictures or whatever.

If your girlfriend is one of those "fiesty" ones...
I want you to keep that bitch on a leash.

I had an extremely shitty night.

If my heart had a trap door on the bottom of it thats where my emotions would fall out right now. I am devoid. I feel sadness and hate, but they are voided by my hopeful silence.

If you're thinking of cheering me up, all I have to say is this: be glad you're feeling better than I am, I'll recover, there is no amount of warm and fuzzy chatting that can be done to undo my problems...

I am not the average little shit who is baffled by these things, I fix those around me emotionally and mentally, and I have no one to fix me. I am on an intellectual plateau reaching down at everyone, I know my problems and they are not yours... fortunately enough for you.

And the little gauge on my heart marked "love" reads empty right now, because I'm away from the one I love the most, and after the past 24 hours I'm out of pardons and favors and kindness for the blissfully ignorant masses of lemmings that are ebbing and flowing to eternal damnation.

Why I'm glad -Aside from the fact that you're not suffering as much as I am- because of the fact that someone gives a shit. someone cares. I have alot of friends who care.

If no one cared I doubt I'd rely on me pick up the slack.

Current Music : Ugly Casanova - Diamonds on the face of evil