pictures or whatever.

Thoughts on love
Finally, a semi-serious blurb of my thoughts, instead of the same bizarre crap.

First off, you can't define love or put it in a box, while it may be possible to discern the various depths, levels and types, the word "love" cannot contain or convey its various meanings.

I would paste all of the different greek words for love and then pick them apart and write an essay on it, but I suck at essay-writing.. so damn.

Sometimes people ask me to define love for them, as I see it.. which is impossible.. if you understand anything about love its that you can't truly understand it.. you may be able to understand a sillouhette of its nature, and the different capacities you may feel it in.. but you cant solidly understand it as easily as emotions like anger or sadness..

there are just so many different ways you can feel good about a person.

And love isnt limited to feeling, love is a kind of understanding you carry with you.. if someone is precious to you it clearly changes your actions more than just a temporary emotion. Theres action behind love.

Love doesnt sit by idly as an object of its focus is hurt, nor does it plan any sort of thing in advance that might be for its interest but against that of its focus.

I wish I had a better language to convey the way I feel about everything.. I wish I understood this language of ours so I could better convey everything.. I wish that people would be able to hear even if I could speak powerful words.

Sometimes I'd just like to die, and have all of my thoughts painted for me, and all of my wishes and dreams and desires shown to everyone... then they might understand a bit more of things... I wish that my head would crack open and all of my mental images would stream out and then everyone who saw them would understand what I understand, even if its only a bit more for them...

I'd like my life to be autonomous, so then I could kick back and feel good about something going right.. but it isnt..

so I have to take my pictures, and convey my thoughts in words and images... thats how things will have to be.

too bad life isnt as easy as my explosion plan...

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