pictures or whatever.

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I'm in the mood...
To post something nasty.

But I like the people who read enough to not subject them to attacks against the few people I loath at the moment.

..did you know I have hate rings dedicated to me? sort of amusing.. I joined one of them a few weeks ago.. no real content though :/ I'd like to see some burning effigies or something at least, ya' know? people are seriously behind on their hate-to-effort ratios..

Other than the usual poo, I've just been thinking alot lately about the past, not just the recent past but as far back as I can remember... and I'm always wishing I wasn't looking towards the future.. although now the future holds alot of promise for me, the uncertainty and lack of fun that I've had in the past just kind of.. dull the feeling of maturity and competence.

I wish I had a reason to journal.. I get a few dozen hits per day, but most of them are google searches for songs or something, and all of the other ones just don't comment.

Aside from sullen reflection I've been delving into this whole college-job-school-cell phone-photography-major-career-life thing... or at least I'd like to pretend I have. Again, Future = uncertain, Uncertain = Uncomfortable, Present = Comfortable..

The real kicker is I'm too busy thinking about what I could've done right in the past and what I'll try to do better in the future to really be bothered with the present, where all of my little decisions are to be made. but that's just life, isn't it?

+edit: I made this burning effigy of myself. Sincerly, President of the Anti-sean club, sean. :D


Current Music : Ima Robot - Alive