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Lithargic
Yep.

I just woke up from an hour and a half nap and I feel fresh as a daisy.. or a rose? I forget that saying. I dont like sayings or puns... they're generally silly/not true.

So its weird I woke up realy warm but my window is sorta open so I felt the cold breeze when I first got up and I kinda tripped out because I was still half-asleep, and oh my god yeah I left modest mouse on. good album, even if I'm not thrilled they're popular now.

its 48 minutes long, I slept for around twice that, so I got to hear it all alot.. although I've noticed winamp's shuffle doesnt exactly play the WHOLE list before repeating a track or two, so I suppose it is truely random... I woke up to "float on" and my computer monitor was sleeping too, away message on, no messages, no incoming messages on steam, nobody's in a game, no match tonight.. sorry.

Now I remember why I went to sleep. maybe it was the modest mouse, maybe it was the lithargic psuedo-depression? probably both.

Now I'm gonna attempt to write something.. god save us all!


You're the sweetest tasting drug I do,
I hug my pillow and pretend I'm hugging you.

When these eyes have not seen you for days,
Thats when these eyes get a sickly glaze.

A slouch in the back, and a mopey look on the face,
Yes, those are two things that denote my malaise.

I feel a bit sick, but I know you're still true,
I feel like a dick, knowing I could call you.

And then the end of the day closes on me and I fear for tomarrow,
How long could I wait? How much time could I borrow?

Until I see you again, this is my discpline:
to be happily miserable and commit no sin. ;)


its bad, I know.. I havent proof-read it or anything.. I just woke up.. or whatever.. some more excuses here... andd uhhh PS.. I'm not all that depressed, just kinda lonely ^ . ~

[This song *JUST* went on as I was signing the current music, before I wrote all of this in fact. Most of the time I dont let shyster songs steal the credits for inspiring the whole post, but this one is definately worth it.]

Current Music : Modest Mouse - One Chance