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This week in MyLand
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I will only use that header once.
I will only use that header once.

oh! sorry. :) I was making sure I stay original.

This week.. has been dumpy. I've been going to sleep and waking up at all hours, and everything I do is boring.. or really boring... its just like, "oops! this isnt working anymore! time to fix my life plan!"

I try to do things that used to make me happy, like play videogames, and sleep in, but all of that doesnt really smack in my mouth with the same robust flavor of sweet success it used to, I guess thats due to the looming shadow of impending college and other civic responsibilities.. it all cant be THAT bad, eh?

I mean, plenty of people have survived before me.. now all I need to do is... survive, be successful, not go stark raving mad.. and somehow still leave enough room to have my spiritual affairs in order... although, those should go in first as they prerequisit all other things.. and with them, everything falls into place.

Enough about life though, everyone has one, they're all heavy and ominous, I'm just trying to describe whats on my mind.

In new-aged spam e-mail style.. I will list my thoughts and anxieties in no order. these are delicate to perception, and just because you know what I'm thinking doesnt mean you know how I'm thinking it. so enjoy, cautiously...

life is a subpar annoying stressful moral ethically messy museum of psuedo-religion pooples.

pooples means I dont like what I'm writing. so... I'll write it more different.

life stressful, trying to be happy, but still working, girl is cute, trying to get to know her, and trying to get to know myself, understand my own anxieties before I jump into someone else's with my own in tow, and expect her to carry me, that ship would sink.

I'm content but always doubtful, restless and still lazy, trying to figure out what and how and then trying to do it, slothfulness becomes me, the years are creeping away from me, and with them my chances for massive successfulness... I need to get up and go.

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So what if I dont like any of that... its informative.. and thats good. I guess.

Mouth/brain+Restless/Rambling

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