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Real freinds

So tonight I decided to go through the 200 something screennames on my buddylist, after deleting about 20 names I realized how meaningless most of the people were to me..

How I had wasted so much time trying to impress these dozens upon dozens, and yet they never stop for a moment to speak back or give back..

So I started deleting.. old names.. bad names.. people who were even online at the time... "if they want to be on my list, they might as well message me" I thought...

20.... 30.... 40.. all gone... freinds from a long time ago, a few I hadnt even talked to yet... 50... 70... 90... some I had spent so much time talking to.. some meant something, some didnt mean anything..

poof... I just kept tapping the delete key as I read screenname after screenname... and then after the smoke cleared I had chopped my list down to a quarter of what it was.. and out of those, 2 were online and I didnt even want to talk to them.

The point is: spend your time not trying to make "quality time", but spend your time on quality freinds, and build quality relationships... quanity of time builds quality of relationship, doesnt matter who tells you otherwise; it doesnt matter how lavish you make the setting, quality time doesnt exist and trying to get it will only make your freindships empty and meaningless.

Respect to anyone who is still on my list, and if you're reading now you're probably one of them.

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