happy birthday mom
I went to chinatown today with my family to dine specifically at the
asian noodle resturant, that my mom had seen on heul howser.. the food was really tasty.. I ate a little chicken. it rocked. fried bananas for desert rocked too.
the as we were walking it off we came to a little chinese shop that sold a small galaxy of imported items, weapons were among those.. and past all of the expensive and tempting swords I found some nice wooden training equipment.. since I already have a bo and josh has kamas and escrimas I picked up a pair of tonfas.. now all we need to complete the fight-club is some boxing gloves ;)
3 hours of driving later and I stand before you, refreshed, but somehow unchanged.
now I'm going to go.
to a party
in my backyard
by myself
...with the tonfas
!Sean
Current Music :
Sondre Lerche - Know you so well
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So.. its hard for me to write on here again, mainly because I'm trying to keep it interesting for people who may not know me, by writing piffy, intriguing things... which isnt easy for me.
To that end, I dont just want to write about how my day went, because usually my days are slow and boring...
and I dont even want to write about how my LIFE is going, because thats pretty boring too..
I uhm... I'm going in for an interview at starbucks feb 5th, I'll probably be hired. hooray. and uhm.. then.. I'm trying to study more for the CHSPE...
and I hate my blog. again.
its such stupid shit.
either I'm writing about senseless garbage, or things I dont feel entitled to speak on, like politics or religion... and lord know's I'm opinionated in those two.
ha. anyways. I'm going to delete this later hopefully.
!Sean
Current Music :
The Arcade Fire - Love you
Elliot smith always makes me cry
specifically the song
'twilight'... he's such a sweetheart.
today was excellent, I shot approximately 1
1/2 rolls of film at huntington beach pier with steph, krys and dane. they rock. [and they are a part of
my myspace harem ]
the shot that I'm especially looking forward to- other than the one of dane bending over- is a shot with my cross-hatch filter of this blinging S-10 that had hydraulics.. hopefully I'll be able to post that soon.
and then, tonight was uneventful.. I watched
the forgotten for the second time, and the uncut alternate version wasn't any better than the crappy theatrical version.. you can get more info about that movie at
IMDb.com... from now on I'm not going to post dummy links that're to reviews, I'm going to post the means to get to those reviews, in order to make you all smarter people.
Oh yeah, I worked out for about an hour under a full moon, it was a good time.. I thought my saturday night would be wasted but I pulled it out.. then I sat with my dad and talked religion for an hour.. that was stimulating :]
I'm out of stuff so I'm going to append this quip I wrote last night:
Is it odd that I'm the antagonist in my own dreams- I'm the source of my own personal hell in sleep? case in point, I usually have unsettling, disturbing, violent dreams.. yet in all of them I'm the one who's inflicting the pain on others..
I'd rather not dream at all.
!Sean
And its been a long time
which agrees with this watch of mine.
And I guess that I miss you,
and I'm sorry if I dissed you. <3
Current Music :
Modest Mouse - Trailer Trash
p.s.s.
tethant (1:05:25 AM): spent the day uhm, applying at jobs
manormouseman (1:05:28 AM): hot
tethant (1:05:29 AM): and uhm...
manormouseman (1:05:32 AM): ryan called me today!
tethant (1:05:32 AM): with naoko
manormouseman (1:05:34 AM): wait
tethant (1:05:35 AM): whoa!
tethant (1:05:37 AM): go on!
manormouseman (1:05:38 AM): I called his ass!
manormouseman (1:05:42 AM): exclaim!
tethant (1:05:43 AM): WHOA!
tethant (1:05:45 AM): GO ON!
manormouseman (1:05:46 AM): drunk!
tethant (1:05:53 AM): CAPITALS!
manormouseman (1:05:55 AM): I caught him on his break!
manormouseman (1:05:57 AM): AND LIKE!
manormouseman (1:06:04 AM): HE TALKED TO THE MANAGER OF THE STARBUCKS!
tethant (1:06:06 AM): USELESS CONJUCTIONS!
tethant (1:06:13 AM): WHOA!
tethant (1:06:15 AM): TALKING!
manormouseman (1:06:15 AM): AFTER I INTERVIEWED WITH THE ASSISTANT MANAGER!
tethant (1:06:21 AM): ASSISTANCE!
manormouseman (1:06:22 AM): AND LIKE! THEY WANT ME TO CALL AND INTERVIEW MONDAY!
manormouseman (1:06:27 AM): AND LIKE BACH SAID I'M IN!
tethant (1:06:28 AM): MONDAY!
manormouseman (1:06:30 AM): LIFE IS GOOD!
tethant (1:06:31 AM): BACH!
tethant (1:06:32 AM): LIFE!
manormouseman (1:06:41 AM): LAUGHING OUT LOUD!
tethant (1:06:42 AM): USELESS REPETITION OF THINGS ALREADY SAID!
tethant (1:06:44 AM): LOL!
manormouseman (1:06:51 AM): DID I ALREADY TELL YOU !
manormouseman (1:07:18 AM): yeah whatever.. slut..
tethant (1:07:48 AM): so you got the job.
tethant (1:07:49 AM): good.
tethant (1:07:53 AM): *shakes hands*
tethant (1:07:58 AM): you're on your way to becoming a "man".
manormouseman (1:08:04 AM): anyways..
manormouseman (1:08:09 AM): tomorrow, which is today..
manormouseman (1:08:11 AM): will be spent
manormouseman (1:08:14 AM): churching
manormouseman (1:08:16 AM): coffees
manormouseman (1:08:18 AM): chattin
manormouseman (1:08:20 AM): napping
manormouseman (1:08:27 AM): I like to hit the essential C's
manormouseman (1:08:32 AM): then follow them with a nap
manormouseman (1:08:34 AM): speaking of sleep
manormouseman (1:08:40 AM): i NEED T OGO TO SLEEP NOW
manormouseman (1:08:58 AM): I WAKE UP IN 7hrs 21mins for CHURCH
manormouseman (1:09:08 AM): whether or not I'm as fresh as a daisy or not.
tethant (1:09:27 AM): haha
tethant (1:09:31 AM): you dont need to be fresh for church
manormouseman (1:09:32 AM): I'll cling to my religion, you cling to your secularism, we'll see where we end up.
~~
tethant (1:10:08 AM): Simon & Garfunkel = God.
manormouseman (1:10:12 AM): rgr
tethant (1:10:14 AM): Just reiterating that.
manormouseman (1:10:16 AM): did you download some of em?
tethant (1:10:20 AM): Grabbed a best hits CD from my friend actually.
manormouseman (1:10:23 AM): I have a whole grip of em on this PC
tethant (1:10:29 AM): I love them like I love booze
tethant (1:10:41 AM): But i didn't quit them like i did booze.
manormouseman (1:10:56 AM): I have two albums from em
tethant (1:11:08 AM): I have their heads on my wall.
tethant (1:11:11 AM):
manormouseman (1:11:11 AM):
parsley, sage and thyme and
bookends
tethant (1:11:13 AM): Shocking.
tethant (1:11:59 AM): whenever someone brags about the amount of shit they have from an idol
tethant (1:12:13 AM): just make an outrageous claim like you dug up their body after they were buried and have it in a fridge downstairs.
manormouseman (1:12:23 AM): lol
manormouseman (1:12:31 AM): I ate elvis's last shit because he died on the can
manormouseman (1:12:43 AM): I had his excrement recovered after the autopsy
manormouseman (1:12:57 AM): and I ate it like a peanut butter powerbar
!Sean
Current Music :
Kenna - Man Fading
Forgive me father for I have sinned
its been two months since my last confession.
I want to do what is right, and abide by the master's path.. but there's a part of me holding back from doing what I truely want to do.
I have forsaken you time and time again, most notably when I took a relationship over your inheritance... the relationship dissolved and would've lost both in the end if it were'nt for your mercy in light of my constant downfalls.
I hate everything I do for I do that which I do not want to do and not what I truely want to do.
I want to be better, but I don't know how I can do that wholly and purely without your help and guidance.
so then, I begin down this path, one beset with danger at all sides. But I relent, for it is not by my strength, but by your supplication I shall overcome.
thank you lord.
~
I miss my blog, deviantart journals, xangas, livejournals, myspace journals and all that shit just don't measure up. New layout soon.
Current Music :
The Arcade Fire - Haiti