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Mein Christmas

Hey guys, Long time since I've just talked and not spat out some technical facts about whatever, or a poem or a story...

Teen boy squad as its been dubbed is ready for go. Tomarrow night from 6pm until 6am or later, we're going to eat, drink, game and be merry.


You can see the sodas here.


In other news, you can see mein christmas present here.

Current Music : Telepopmusik - Yesterday was a lie

Ye old timey wall of mixes

Blacklist mix
1. Standby - Final Fantasy 8 Desperados OC ReMix
2. Dance Dance Revolution - Paranoia
3. Beatdrop, mp - Mega Man X3 House Hornet OC ReMix
4. Chemical Brothers - Under the influence
5. djpretzel - Contra AMEN Reflux OC ReMix
6. DJ Sasha - Xpander
7. EType - Campione 2000
8. Mega Man 3 - Blue Bomber Forever OC ReMix
9. djpretzel - Ecco Dorsal Dub OC ReMix
10. The Wingless - Mega Man 2 Teardrinker OC ReMix
11. Paul van Dyke - Techno Energy
12. Paul Oakenfold - Ready Steady Go
13. DarkCecil13, Injury - Contra Bases OC ReMix
14. Standby - Final Fantasy 7 Galvanized Boss OC ReMix
15. Moby - The Matrix
16. Pisces - Shadowgate Mystic Piano OC ReMix
17. Basment Jaxx - Red Alert (Club mix)
18. E-Bison - Chrono Trigger Time Management OC ReMix


Blue ~ Cowboy Bebop Soundtrack
1. Cowboy Bebop - Blue
2. Cowboy Bebop - Words that we couldnt say
3. Cowboy Bebop - autumn in ganymede
4. Cowboy Bebop - mushroom hunting
5. Cowboy Bebop - Go Go Cactus Man
6. Cowboy Bebop - Chicken Bone
7. Cowboy Bebop - The real man
8. Cowboy Bebop - New York Rush
9. Cowboy Bebop - Adieu
10. Cowboy Bebop - Call me call me
11. Cowboy Bebop - Ave Maria
12. Cowboy Bebop - Stella by Moor
13. Cowboy Bebop - Flying Teapot
14. Cowboy Bebop - Wo Qui Non Coin
15. Cowboy Bebop - Road To The West
16. Cowboy Bebop - Farewell Blues
17. Cowboy Bebop - See you space cowboy

Radio Free Mars
1. Radio Free Mars Talk 1
2. Cowboy Bebop - Tank! (luke vibert remix)
3. Radio Free Mars Talk 2
4. Cowboy Bebop - Forever Broke (Fila Brazillia remix)
5. Radio free mars talk 3
6. Cowboy Bebop - Cats on Mars (DMX Krew Remix)
7. Radio free mars talk 4
8. Cowboy Bebop - Piano Black (Ian O'Brien Remix)
9. Cowboy Bebop - CAT BLUES (Mr. Scruff Remix)
10.Radio Free Mars Talk 5
11.Cowboy Bebop - Fe (DJ Vadim remix)
12.Cowboy Bebop - Fantaisie Sign(Ian Pooley remix)
13.Radio Free Mars Talk 6
14.Cowboy Bebop - Space Lion (4 Hero)
15.Radio Free Mars Talk 7

Guerilla Radio
1. Modest Mouse - Breakthrough
2. lasombra - Mechwarrior 2 Wawoow! TrainingExercises OC ReMix
3. Prodigy - Diesel Power
4. Low Fidelity All Stars - Battle Flag
5. Kid Rock - Somebody's Gotta Feel This
6. Offspring - All I Want
7. It Dies Today - The Last Face She'll Ever See
8. Poison the Well - Horns And Tails
9. Alec Empire - Killing Machine
10. POD - Boom
11. Prodigy - Voodoo People
12. The Hives - Because I wanna
13. Gang Starr - Rite where you stand
14. Rage Against The Machine - Guerilla Radio
15. Prozac Turner - Feelin' my steelo
16. Offspring - Special Delivery
17. Modest Mouse - Alone Down There
18. The Hives - Die Alright
19. Rage Against The Machine - Bulls On Parade
20. Modest Mouse - Cowboy Dan

Gonads & Strife
1. Esthero - Country Livin'
2. Esthero - Balmes(remix)
3. DJ Vadim - Conquest of the Irrational
4. Robert miles - Improvisations (Part 2)
5. T�l�popmusik - Sonic
6. Robert miles - Paths
7. T�l�popmusik - Lets go again
8. T�l�popmusik - Yesterday was a lie
9. Moby - Porcelain
10. The Postal Service - Nothing Better
11. Cowboy Bebop - 7minutes
12. Half-life - Never give up
13. Homeworld - Turanic Raiders Battle Music
14. Prodigy - Poison
15. Half-life - Valve Theme
16. Rob D - Clubbed2Death
17. Modest Mouse - Gravity Rides Everything
18. Threebrain - Weeeeee!

The Basics
1. Rick James - Shes a brick house
2. Dialated Peoples - Soundbombing
3. Detsl - Krov moya krov
4. Esthero - Priceless
5. The Specials - Rudy, A Message To You
6. Red Hot Chili Peppers - Love Roller Coaster
7. Sirmixalot - I like big butts
8. Dilated Peoples - Trade Money
9. MC Hammer - Can't Touch This
10. Rick James - Give It To Me Baby
11. Beegees - Staying alive
12. House of Pain - Jump Around
13. Dialated Peoples - Strength
14. Detsl - Ulichniie psi
15. Dilated Peoples feat. Defari - Basics
16. Linkin Park - Cure For The Itch
17. The Streets - Pure Garage
18. Dialated Peoples - Turntablism
19. The Specials - Gangsters
20. Saul Adams- Tao Of Now

Classy
1. Cowboy Bebop - Doggy Dog I
2. Modest Mouse - Paper Thin Walls
3. Cowboy Bebop - Bad Dog No Biscuit
4. Cowboy Bebop - Gateway
5. Cowboy Bebop - Spy
6. Cowboy Bebop - The egg and you
7. Cowboy Bebop - Vitamin A
8. Cowboy Bebop - Digging My Potato
9. Cowboy Bebop - Spokey Dokey (alternate take)
10. Cowboy Bebop - Don't bother none
11. Cowboy Bebop - Vitamin B
12. Cowboy Bebop - What Planet is This?
13. Cowboy Bebop - Yo Pumpkin Head
14. Cowboy Bebop - Vitamin C
15. Cowboy Bebop - The Real Folk Blues (Jap)
16. Dave Brubeck - Take 5
17. Cowboy Bebop - Waste Land
18. Final Fantasy VII - Cloud�s Theme (Orchestrated)
19. Cowboy Bebop - Piano Solo [Live]
20. Spirited Away - The Dragon Boy
21. The Legend Of 1900 - The Crave (Jellybean Morton)
22. Harry Gregson - Williams - Metal Gear Solid 2: Main Theme
23. Final Fantasy VII - One Winged Angel (Orchestral)

Essentials Megamix
DJ Oakenfold, DJ Sasha and DJ Carl Cox

Breakbeat Megamix
DJ Sasha, DJ Icey, DJ Plump and DJ BT

Total Runtime, 9hours 21minutes... This new years is going to rock.

Current Music : Cowboy Bebop - Bad Dog, No biscuit

Story-time

One time there was a boy, just like any other,
He had a mother and father, two sisters and no brothers,

The boy was special in some way, not even He could explain.
So events were sent to destroy Him in his youth;
To prevent Him from bringing joy into his family again.

He looked deep mirror on a cold night in long spent,
They say if you say the name of some restless dead repeatedly,
That they'll appear and haunt you, until you relent.

He didnt believe it, so like any other kid, He ignored it.
And obviously it was a myth; only tall-tales have far-off and granderius things like that.

And of course in the end of the story, After He'd exhumed into death that apparation,
He'd meet the woman of his dreams, and then the "Happily ever after"; but this boy didnt know the end to his story,
Suffice to say he didnt have enough fore-sight to humour a myth or legend of conjurations.

So in that state of confusion, He chose a new path: One that was safe and warm,
So you see, To take control of His life and everything around it. He'd destroy it.

Because if HE destroyed it, and not anyone else, then of course it would've been HIM in control,
And not the displeased and far-off conjurations and tall-tales.

Soon of course, the boy realized this was all madness:
To destroy yourself in order to be in control is a fool's path, He thought.

So He set off on a different path, and now in this new time, this time of decision,
He saw that He'd grown, and He was by all measure a young-man.

And this young man has no idea of what to do; aside from the grace of God to be His strength.
And of course, like all good stories, the boy was left at a turning point in His life when the reader slips away.

Which makes you wonder; which way did He go?

Current Music : Dizzy Gelespie - Lady Be Good

Have yourself a merry little christmas

Merry Christmas Folks, Since I probably won't screw around with counting down until christmas, and I might not post between then and now-- due to my strenuous schedule of SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP. ^^

I hope santa brings all of the little children what they want, including a Spyder E99 with 14" CP barrel, a Halo autoloading feeder, 2 90psi, 4500ci Co2 tanks, Nelson Hotshot balls, 2 2000rd. cases, a CP razor front drop, a DYE rear-strung waist-pack /w 4 tubes of 150rd. each, a JT Proteus 2 with red thermal lenses, black body and smoke detail work, a pair of DYE gloves and a ski mask.

And whatever other goodies the kids might want.

Current Music : Modest Mouse - The Stars are Projectors

LAN party, again
Hey Guys, Some of you already know about this, some of you don't.. I'll try to give y'all the run-down in case you missed something..

I'm going to have a New years eve LAN party, if you want to come you'll have to haul your computer over, but we'll play through the night and it'll be worth it..

The party starts at 7PM, but it'd be wise to show up a little be earlier to get your computer out and set up.

If you live farther away and you want, you can even come earlier that day and drop off your computer or hang out, but you'll have to call and let me know.

RSVP as soon as you know if you can go or not at (7*4)839-4804, or tastysnax@yahoo.com, or on AOL Messenger at 'man or mouseman'.

As far as compatabillity goes; WindowsXP is recommended but not mandatory. A virus check is mandatory, you wont be playing if you dont scan it here. I have a copy of norton 2004 pro.

I've invited about 9 people to go, sofar only 3 or 4 have let me know for sure.

I'm sorry to say, but I'll have to charge a 6$ 'pitch in' fee for drinks(which we'll have plenty of) these drinks will include:

Moxie, Nehi, Bawls, Sassparilla, Manhattan Special's Espesso Soda, Canada Dry Ginger Ale, Glenhiem Ginger Ale and Henry Winehardts; Root Beer, Vanilla Cream and Orange Cream.

Also probably the usual line-up of coke, pepsi, dr pepper and mountain dew.

If you have any other drinks you'd like to see here, just contact me and I'll probably be able to get them.

Current Music : Modest Mouse - The Cold Part

Understanding

I just got home, I'm saying to you 'I'm tired, I've had a bad day'
"Nobody's been nice to me all day"

"I'm fragile and tired"
"I could go to sleep right now"

Then you ask, how my day was.

I say "It was ok."
you say "good"

But what I'm really saying is : "it isnt like you'd care or understand how my day went"

The simple statement that says all of this is, "Honey, I'm home"

Current Music : Moby - Run on

You Know

After much kudos from me, deborah and ryan.. I present my sister jody's kick ass writing.. look on and horror all ye peasants.. ye be no match.

"You only love what you cannot touch, for you know that your touch would mar any object of love beyond recognition. you love what is fleeting only because it has no regard for you, can never be hurt or destroyed by you.

And you dream of being equally untouchable, you sit and think of the perfect love: some divine dualism where each regards the other equally and neither is capable of inflicting pain or suffering it.

People generally don't understand how this could be love. They're so used to, so hardened by, being with one another that they just assume love always entails pain.

We watchers of cloud, tracers of stars, we collectors of broken glass and broken light, we who love with camera and pen, with mind and soul, we know." - Jody Godoy


Current Music : Modest Mouse - Gravity Rides Everything.
[Materials quoted © Jody Godoy 2003. Do not reproduce without express written consent, you commie bastard.]

Rise up
Not for the faint of heart.


I've spent so long just looking for the horizon of morallity.
If you find the ground or the sky you can level off of that.

Likewise, If you find Jesus Christ or the Devil himself,
You'll be able to balance yourself above the latter.

I haven't been afraid of anything in so long, I used to be afraid of death,
But whatever happens, happens for a reason, so there isn't much to be afraid of there.

To see if what made me fear when I was so young would actually bite me,
I'd run around shadows and yell at demons to show themselves, I'd antogonize.

I've always gone farther and farther into that insuing darkness, just to taunt.. just to see.
To truely see..

Well, those days are over, I no longer need to feel the darkness to know theres light.
I dont need to wrestle with myself to know I exist.

I dont need that anymore.

After learning where the horizon is, its time, time to rise up.

Current Music : Ima Robot - 12=3

MY HAND IS STILL LEAKINGG!

Cradle. Drain. Repeat. Just as a side-note to jen and jeremy, its a 2nd degree burn.

Now I'll post some made up survey crap..

Whats your name? Sean
Where are you from? The mighty orange county.
Whats your favorite color? Grey
Any others? Red
Whats your favorite drink? Coffee
Whats your favorite hard drink? I dont know.
Whats the last thing you did before you went to bed? I scribbled in my journal, and then I got up periodically to clean my hand.
Whats the last act you want to do before you die? Spend time with close friends and family.
Whys that? Because they're important to me.
Whos your best freind? Josh
And how long have you known them? 9 years
Whos your 'significant other' or, would be if you could have them? Nobody.. yet.
Whos your daddy? Not you.
Whats on TV right now? A U2 concert.
How good is your sense of direction? Excellent, or so I'm told.
Did you enjoy that? Yeah.
...You didnt take it did you? I DID! I made it! and I made this! WHY AM I TALKING TO MYSELF?!

In closing...
Do you have hot hair? Kinda.. :/
And whys that? Because I take care of it.

Thats all folks, stop by next time when I'll light YOUR hand on fire.

Current Music : Strongbad - The system is down

The Thorn

2nd Corinthians 12 : 7-10
And lest I should be exalted above measure through the abundance of the revelations, there was given to me a thorn in the flesh, the messenger of Satan to buffet me, lest I should be exalted above measure.

For this thing I besought the Lord thrice, that it might depart from me.

And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.

Therefore I take pleasure in infirmities, in reproaches, in necessities, in persecutions, in distresses for Christ's sake: for when I am weak, then am I strong.


I discovered the harsh truth of my thorn. I am gifted, no doubt about that.. but I am made equal be a thorn in my self. Its a good thing I guess...

At least now I've come to grips with whats holding me up.

Current Music : Modest Mouse - Styrofoam Boots

LAN Party Rules

The idea has offically become a hypothesis, and the hypothesis has become a theory, and now... ladies and gentlemen.. its LAW..

There'll be a LAN party on new year's eve at my house from 6pm til' 6am or whenever you leave.

Sofar I've invited josh, jeremy, ryan, jovanni, randy, sho, cody and doug... with possible special appearances by mr. stevenson, kelly, nate and pohan...

Other than that, here's the run-down...

Games we will be playing(probably)... Poker, pool, Half-life, Age of empires 2, Counter-strike, The Specialists, Homeworld, Warcraft3, Starcraft: Broodwar, Battle-field 1942, Gran tourisimo 3, Tekken Tag Tournement and Madden 2k4.(and MAYBE dance-dance revolution)

We'll(Probably) have a 5$ 'pitch in' fee, to cover food and drinks.. Speaking of those, we'll have... Jolt(different flavors), Coca-cola, Mountain Dew, Pepsi(for the sissies), Redbull, Bawls, Dr. Pepper and other fine beverages..

For my food, we'll have pizza and other goodies...

I cant think of anything else... -out-

Current Music : Modest Mouse - Perfect Disguise

In the works

I'm going to try and work out a new years bash this year. It will hopefully include...

+ LAN Gaming, for everyone who brings their PC, we'll hopefully have everyone here in time so that we can install games that others dont have

+Playstation, nintendo and Playstation2.. I'm thinking if enough people pitch in I'd be figure out a way to get two playstation2s, four controllers, a link box and two copies of the same game together for some big-screen fun :D

+Movies, Hopefully show some old nerd stuff, probably as an interlude between PS2 games... like Wargames and TRON... maybe others, drama or action if I get enough feedback.

+Cards, I have several decks and some chips, I might be able to get more chips if we culture some interest there.. we MAY play betting, but thats unlikely.

I'll get more info later...

Current Music : Modet Mouse - Perfect Disguise